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#anxiety

annamakesthings:

things i told the internet, but didn’t tell my mom
35mm film scans
some pictures about my backwards concept of privacy.

i. it’s getting bad again
ii. this week i am struggling with self doubt and the transition from iced coffee to hot coffee
iii. i want to puke and sleep for six days
iv. i still can’t sit on your couch without shaking
v. i need other people to validate that i am important because i can’t do it for myself
vi. no one else has ever told me that i am desirable with the lights on

ways i know i’ve had a really, really stressful/anxious afternoon.
(it’s not hot)

ways i know i’ve had a really, really stressful/anxious afternoon.

(it’s not hot)

let’s pretend!

let’s pretend all of the world’s stresses, anxieties, and troubles will fall away if i do the following:

  • take a bath
  • drink a beer
  • blast stereo total’s “do the bambi”
  • "do" my hair up nice
  • put on a pretty dress
  • and eat good food with anne-marie, karina & my new friend sarah

yeah. let’s pretend.