things i told the internet, but didn’t tell my mom
35mm film scans
some pictures about my backwards concept of privacy.
i. it’s getting bad again
ii. this week i am struggling with self doubt and the transition from iced coffee to hot coffee
iii. i want to puke and sleep for six days
iv. i still can’t sit on your couch without shaking
v. i need other people to validate that i am important because i can’t do it for myself
vi. no one else has ever told me that i am desirable with the lights on
okay, so when you take something off the internet and it’s not directly from an artist’s site, you still should credit it.
flowchart by jenna brager, for share or die.
you guys, jbee is so fancy, this piece was totally used in a NYT article.
CREDIT IS AWESOME! and so is j. bee, and so is this depressingly accurate flowchart.
ways i know i’ve had a really, really stressful/anxious afternoon.
(it’s not hot)
Image - free hand embroidered piece saying “Not everything will be okay but some things will” with flourishes.
:( :( :(
let’s pretend all of the world’s stresses, anxieties, and troubles will fall away if i do the following:
- take a bath
- drink a beer
- blast stereo total’s “do the bambi”
- "do" my hair up nice
- put on a pretty dress
- and eat good food with anne-marie, karina & my new friend sarah
yeah. let’s pretend.
j.bee for the university of maryland Diamondback.
anxiety attack today after dropping off twenty resumés at places i would never, ever want to work at. (well maybe 18/20 i would never want to work at)